18 november 2010

gue lahir 18 november 1990.. 20 tahun yang lalu tepatnya.. hahaha

skg gue uda 20taon coy...
uda masuk kepala 2 ini...

dan pada hari yg berbahagia ini, saia akan menyampaikan sesuatu.. halah.. apa2an sih..

1st, terimakasih atas segala surprisenya yang teman2 saia berikan.. mau yg uda ketahuan.. mau yg uda ketahuan dan tetep dijalanin dihari yg berbeda dan datangnya juga bener2 ga diduga.. trus buat yg combo 2 juga, bener2 dah lu pada... hahahaha... buat salut gue.. lu pada niat bener..
sampe skg gw ga berhenti tersenyum ingat2 yang tadi lu org lakuin ke gue.. wkwkwkkw

begini ceritanya...

17 november 2010
jam 11an malam, tiba2 ga ada angin, ga ada badai, si michelle ym gue,
bilang bete, mau cerita dan mau ke kost..
uda lgsg mikir negatif gue...
ada apa ini, kok tiba2 kyk gini, dan pas nyampe kost gue, gue tny mau cerita apa,
dia ketawa ketiwi, blg ntar aja.. ntar aja...
nah.. semakin mikir lagi donk gue.. pasti ada apa2ny ni dia ke kost gue.. hahaha...
dan tepat jam 12.. dia ucapin happy bday ke gue, beserta sebuah tamparan.. sial!!! gue ditampar.. ckckckck.. awas lu ya le... tunggu aja.. hahaha *dendam*
trus dia ama desi kekeh ngajakin gue makan.. trus gue ga enak, yg jaga dibawah tu pak erwin, tp mereka kekeh, ya udalah, krn gue baik, gw temenin.. wkwkkw
pas turun kebawah, mereka suruh gue duluan, gue kekeh ga mau, ga enak, yg jaga pak erwin, trus setelah debat beberapa lama, ya sudahlah.. krn gue baek lagi, gue ikutin.. pas buka pintu, gue uda liat.. wah ada org.. tamba mikir yg ngak2, ternyata, ada cindy,rere dan guspiter a.k.a botak
mereka bawa cake!! surprise gt deh.. ahahaha... dan uda ketahuan sih...
but, thx u.. uda cape2 jalan dari kostan sampe ke kostan gue..
yang jauh sekali.. wkwkwkw. makasi bgt!!! hahahaa...

dan seharian itu gw waswas bgt.. ada yg ngajak pegi. apalagi rosi, citra, vika, siapa lag ya? angelen, semuanya deh.. ada yg ajak pegi aja, gue mikir2 lagi.. neting bgt dah gue... trus 18 nov itu kan kamis ya, itu ada latian, gw mikir2 lagi mau latian apa ga, pas uda mau latian, eh.. hujaaann.. sial...
tapi pada akhirnya saia kekeh ke lapangan, dan ternyata disana tidak ada apa2... aman2.. kelar latian trus kongko2, lalu pulang.. pulang, mandi.. lalu pegi lagi.. pegi terus dah gue, ga ada cape2nya.. ketemu angelen, halim dan marvin di nine square.. gue kesana ama desi.. krn desi mau makan, jadi gt de.. ditemenin,, dan berakhirlah ultah gue.. dan btw, hp gue ga bisa sms.. rusak ga jelas kenapa.. uda ganti hp juga tetep ga bisa sms.. pasrah deh gue...

nah tgl 19 gue masi waswas, tp berhubung gue ujian, rada aman... nah ini ni... ini ni..tgl 20 a.k.a hari ini.. pagi2 gue bgn, tanpa mikir apa2, emank si kemarin malam agak bete, tp paginya uda baekan, uda ga bete, dan gue tetep cuekin 1 org. wkwkwk.. maap yak.. saia emang sengaja.. wkwkwkw.. jadi kesanny gue masi bete.. dan pada jam 10-12an, gue lag online tuh. lagi cari2 lagu.. trus baru aja mau keluar pegi makan, jadi mikirny jam 1 cari makan, plg mandi, trus ke senayan, jogging.. guess what.. jam 12an, org2 tak diundang datang.. tebak donk siapa mereka?
lalala
lala
la
la
*mengikuti jejak puguh* wkwkwkwk

mereka adalah... eng ing eng.. cit, vhia, dx,vika, seijin dan liel.
org2 yg paling males gue temuin dalam minggu ini, mereka berkumpul jadi 1...
pas masuk. gue uda mikir.. mampus gue. mampus... MAMPUS!!!
mereka nanya, mau yg cara halus atau kasar?
gue : ga dua2nya.. wkwkkwk
dan pada akhirnya..
gue ga tau itu cara halus atau kasar.. yg jelas gue diapa2in.. >.< pertama..kykny mata gue ditutup.. trus baju gue dibuka.. jadi tgl bra doank.. sial!!! then gw dipakein baju apa gt, gue juga ga tau... trus celana gue juga.. tgl cd, then dipakein sarung.. jadi gue cuma make sarung ama baju ga jelas... mata gue uda ditutup kan tu.. trus tangan gue diikat!!!! oh iya.. tdak lupa name tag yg super duper gede.. dan gue ga tau itu tulisanny apa... pokokny intiny ttg bday2 dah... ya uda.. sambil menunggu mobil yg menjemput gue datang, menunggu diruang tunggu bersama dx dan vika.. ok.. dan skg gue masuk kemobil.. dikawal sama vika, dx.. didepan ada liel dan cit.. cit nyetir.. motor gw dibawa ama vhia atau seijin.. ga tau yg mana, pokokny antara mereka berdua deh.. sampailah ditkp.. gue diiket dipohon!!!! pasrah sepasrah2nya.. pertama dikasi indomi pedes.. pertama indomienya.. gue ga mau makan, krn uda kecium baunya.. trus dikasi kuahnya.. tamba ga mau.. tp krn kuah, yg kena bibir gue doank.. sial pedesnya.... >.< keduaa.. gue ditimpuk2in.. ada tepung..telor.. kecap.. KOPI!!! trus ga tau apa lag dah.. yg gue ingat cuma itu,, yg kecium cuma itu.. trus ada org lewat kan.. pada nyanyiin lagu happy bday gt.. gue kirain yg ngerjain gue itu superduper byk.. ternyata bener2 cuma mereka ber6... sial!!!! dan kelar di timpuk2.. dipoto2 dll.. gue ditinggalin.. jadi gue cuma dikasi gunting, handuk dan kunci motor.. disuru pulang sendiri.. trus... pas dikasi gunting.. gue lgsg motong ikatan ditangan, trus guntingny gue buang.. gue lempar.. *kebodohan gue.. terlalu byk nntn film ini mah* trus gue berusaha keluar dari ikatan di pohon.. pas yg dipaha ga bisa... >.< utg ada org lewat, dan gw minta tlg ambil gunting.. dan akhirnya gue bebas dr pohon.. sampe orgnya nanya, mau dianterin plg ga.ahahaha.. sumpah.. GUE MALU BGT!!!!! trus pas jalan pulang gue ketemu temen gue, semuany pada liatin gue.. malunya itu tu.. >.<
pada akhriny gw plg kost.. mandi dan beres2, kamar gue masi bau kopi nyong.. terutama kamar mandi.. kelar mandi gue ke CnC di dloft.. makan2.. kelar makan ke senayan, jogging..gue uda diperingatin buat bawa baju lebi.. pas gue nyampe.. mereka uda mau kelar.. gue jogging sendiri,sekalian liatin, ada mobil cit ga..
hahahaha.. gue diboongin ama cindy.. tp ntah dia tau apa ga.. intinya seharusny jogging 8putaran, jadi 10 putaran..cape tauuu... sial!!! ya uda, kelar jogging masi ada lag ternyata, sprint dan harus dapet 6 detik.. 10x, dan setelah itu ada lompat kijang, tp cuma 5 set, nah pas uda set ke 3, gue merasa ada yg aneh, kok si depi nangkring dibelakang gue ya? trus rosi didepan gue.. ada yang aneh.. dan gue kurang sigap krn gue uda cape sprint sana sini.. dan gue digendong.. adys, cindy, dino uda siap aja bawa tepung, ama apa si? gue cuma tau tepung doank ni.. pokokny intiny gue ditimpuk2 lagi... sial!!!! paginya bau kopi.. sorenya baru tepung.. bener2 lu org... good job bgt deh..
setelah timpuk2an, gue dikasi cake.. dan ada insiden.. kunci mobil rosi didalem mobil, dan mobilny uda di lock.. wkwkwkkw... bener2 dah..
serasa gue ultah hari ini.. wkwkwkw
tp thx for all....
niat bener bikin ultah gue kyk gini...
dari gue yg ketakutan.. ama cit yg devilny lagi muncul.. trus ama rosi yg bergabung sama dia.. GILA!!!! dan hari ini.. kelar semua. ketakutan gue uda ilang.. krn lu org uda berhasil timpuk2 gue...
ckckckckckc

pada saat siang harinya with vhia, dx, vika, liel n seijin.. tanpa cit

MAKASI BGT LHOOO....

nb : poto2 lain akan menyusul

a few thought in my mind

- you are my everything.. why dont u see it??

- i can be whatever u want me to be.. just say it..

- you can call me anytime u want...

- if u need me, i will be there.. even i'm busy..

- without you.. i will be nothing.. but from nothing.. it will be something..

- i see you every night in my dream.. but i dont see you in my real life

- i love you more than anyone in this earth.. why u dont realize it?

- if i just can disappear... i will do it..

- when i say.. "i miss you" or "i'm thinking of you" i meant it...

- if you could just stay.. it would be better..

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favourite songs

Sick Enough to Die - MC Mong ft. Mellow *translate to english*

I found the way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

I'm on my way to the front of your house. Pick up my phone. Hurry up
I'm dying because of the pain, you know
If i cant see you, i feel like i could die
Please pick up the phone. Only for a minute, try to listen to my words. Just a while
Because i think, i'm dying, i cant breathe
Let me live, please, only once. In front of your house. For 4 hours
You're breaking my heart, but you dont know
Are you laughing? Are you happy? All the memories and left me
The silence that made me hurt and choke
Suddenly, the rain who took my tears away
Goose bumps from my head to my toe, i feel my blood pumping
Just like a poison. All day long, suffering, but she's gone
Looking at your eyes, i miss it, that's why sing this song

Please help me to get out of this hellish place
If this is a dream, hurry, wake me up
Please say that everything were a lie
Please say it, say it to me, so that i could live

I found the way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

Everyday and night, i'm drunk
There's no place in my heart, even for a while
If time is a drug, why it's not going away?
This is not right, this love's cheat
Sorry. I'm so greedy
Even sleeping pills cant help me
When i'm thinking of you, day and night changed
Walk around back and forth, struggling
The sky is my rival, or easily threw me away?
If i force myself to love someone else, will i live again?
Go around between the stars. Fills my heart with a song
Dont leave, let me freeze, help me a little. Help me please

Please help me to get out of this hellish place
If this is a dream, hurry, wake me up
Please say that everything were a lie
Please say it, say it to me, so that i could live

I found the way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

I dont want you to leave, dont leave me
Dont say to me that this is the end
Even if it's only a day, i cant live without you
I want you back, want you back into my life

I found the way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

The sky is my rival, or easily threw me away?
If i force myself to love someone else, will i live again?
Go around between the stars. Fills my heart with a song
Dont leave, let me freeze, help me a little. Help me please

I'm going to wait for you until i die. Whatever you say to me
I'll still wait for you. I'll be back tomorrow, i'll be back tomorrow

One in A Million - Ne-Yo

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Ne-yo One In A Million lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/neyo-one-in-a-million-lyrics.html

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Go Away - 2NE1 *translate to english*

You're so cheap and this isn't like you
I can't get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I'm walkin' out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That's my way
I gave it my all, so I don't have regrets

Pretending like you're more sad
Pretending you're cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain't shi.t without your crew
I don't have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don't want to see your ugly face again no more

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Nobody - Wondergirls *translate to english*

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

Prisoner of Love - Utada Hikaru *translate to english*

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
"Let's have nothing but fun" you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You're struggling, but you've had enough
Now you're chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull "everyday"s have begun to shine
Now I'm able to think, "Feeling loneliness, being in pain - that's not so bad"
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love


Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let's walk on together

I'm gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeably painful path
and you came to support me
You're the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I've been in love with you since that day


When I'm free, with time to spare, there's no life in being alone
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh... Just a little more
Don't you give up
Oh don't ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We'll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we'll be able to stand firm
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain I thought I could deal with
I'm just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don't leave me alone again