Cn Blue - I will forget you

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it, Oh.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

i'm a Loner

*외톨이야 /I'm a Loner/Alone*

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

# Repeat

Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)


I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.

bout few things

Pada akhirny gw kembali lagi bermain bola oren itu.. dan kali ini gw sangat amat bersemangat.. jogging, latian drible, nembak dan kawan2nya... sampe bangun pagi pun bisa.. :p ya gw ga tau deh kesambet apaan, tp gw lag pengen maen, pengen bgt maen, disaat mereka uda stop, gw baru mulai.. wkwkwkw.. ya biarin lah.. gw kepilih tim atau ga, ga masalah, yg penting gw mau maen... :D tp bukan berarti skripsi gw bakal terbelangkalai.. masi ada waktu buat ngerjain.. 2 bulan lag.. tgl 3 bab lag dan belom lag codingannya.. tar tgl 1 mau minta materiny ama bos. Biar gw bisa cepet kelarin company profileny dan mulai coding aplikasinya.. mungkin aplikasiny yg bakal ribet, tp gw harus semangat!!! Seperti semangat gw sekarang ini sama basket.. J

Belakangan ini gw suka ga mood makan, pikiran yg sangat amat banyak dan juga ada beberapa hal yang membuat gw tamba ga mood makan, hal kecil kyk gitu aja bs bikin gw bete, tampank jutek ataupun lemes bgt. Hmmm.. mungkin emank salah gw kali ya, suka banget ngedeketin org, muka tembok bgt..wkwkwkw.... klo yg kyk gini aja pede setengah mati, tp klo disuru presentasi lgsg keringat dingin.. ==” gw ga tau apa alasan gw ngedeketin org, klo gw lg pengen deket ya deketin, klo uda bosen ya gw jauhin atau cuekin atau bersikap biasa2 aja.. ya uda, biarin aja deh.. semoga ga salah paham aja.. J

Btw, tahukah kalian bahwa gw sempat berpikiran untuk udahan aja, cape idup kyk gini, sendiri dan selalu sendiri setiap hari, melihat org2 yg uda punya pasangan ataupun temen yg selalu dampingin mereka *even gw punya byk temen, bukan bearti setiap hari mereka bisa temenin gw* gw uda beberapa kali berpikiran “uda, bunuh gw aja,” walaupun sampe skg masi ada si pikiran kyk gitu, Cuma uda ga banget, gw down se down mungkin, tp ga ada yang tahu, krn gw ga bisa cerita sama siapapun, even ama org yg plg gw percaya pun gw g bisa cerita kenapa, gw ga mau mereka merasa terbebani dengan adany gw, dengan harus menemani gw setiap saat supaya pikiran gw ga lari kesana, gilaaaa.. gw caper amet yak... gw mulai ansos, mulai males keluar, males berteman, soalny semuany sama aja, lu bakal deket ama gw klo ada maunya,, semuany jg kyk gt, sedangkan gw mau deket ama org laen, krn gw pengen tau dia orgny kyk gmana, gw pengen tau ttg dia, bukan gw perlu dia buat nemenin gw, krn selama ini gw uda terbiasa hidup sendiri, ada atau ga ada dia jg sama aja, tp ini baru juga beberapa hari gw deketin, eh, uda mikir yg aneh2, kan gw tamba ga enak, jadi gw diemin aja dan gue mulai cuekin dia, ga nyari2 dia lag.. nyari klo penting aja. Dan gw baru aja membaca 1 qoute ttg suicide “suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, please dont do it” hmmm.. iya juga sih... tiap masalah pasti ada penyelesaiannya, mungkin gw uda terlalu cape sehingga menjadi putus asa.. huff... semangat gessoy... J dan 1 lg yg gw bingungin, didalam badan gw ada brp org sih? Errr... seketika pikiran gw bisa berubah, mood gw, dan juga tingkat kebetean dan kehepian gw.. ==” sepersekian detik bisa berubah krn org2 sekitar, apakah gw harus berubah lagi? Hm hm hm hm .... kita lihat deh.. semoga kedepanny gw bisa kesana n meninggalkan semua yg ada disini... setengah tahun lagi... semangat ges!! U can do it.. J